**PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING IF YOU HAVE A DOG (or pet that wears collars). READING THIS COULD SAVE THEIR LIFE.** I've struggled since October 24th, 2018 writing this post. I've gone back and forth about writing it. First let me start by saying I'm absolutely devastated, and shattered by the loss of my beautiful chocolate Ryder, and in the same breath thankful, that Skyrah survived. It's a strange place to be - heartbroken/shattered, and thankful at the same time. **PLEASE REA